September: Settle in! This is more than just a new season

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Intro to the Month

Welcome to September!

I have always loved the month of September. The anticipation and excitement, partnered with deep nostalgia, of the incoming Fall and the start of a new school year, has always energized me.

The change in the weather, the smell in the air, the promise of new beginnings.....and a personal favorite: the thrill of shopping for new school supplies!

But, this year, as August came to a close, I found myself waiting for that familiar September spark, only to find that it would never actually arrive. This year was different. The first day of school came and went. The first week of school came and went. What used to be one of the most thrilling moments of the year, passed through with nothing more than a whisper.

It was disorienting and disappointing to say the least. I couldn't figure out what had happened. Where did it go? It was like a part of my history got erased.

When I sat to begin my review of August so I could tune into September, the answers to my questions revealed themselves.

August promised to be a month that would level our Egos, shift our source of leadership and introduce us to a new and different, yet strangely beautiful, rhythm of Life. The work was deeply internal, therefore visible only to us. It is a strange experience to work so hard, so intensely, and have nothing external to show for it. There was no acknowledgement or validation, no pat on the back or the slightest of praise. Not even a lollipop.

That was on purpose. We were meant to be driven by something within, not simply go through the performance of the work to get the recognition prize at the end. It was an integrity test for sure. How deep are you willing to go, how raw and fragile will you allow yourself to become, how hard are you willing to work, for something that no one will ever see? We were met with the challenge to value the worth of gaining a true sense of Self over anything that the World could offer us.

August was HARD. August was relentless. August was exhausting.

August was also the Dissolution point.

False structures and foundations that previously held up our performance-based identities and lifestyles were methodically dismantled.

To me it felt like I had been sucked into a powerful undertow that would not yield, and left me tumbling and spinning with no surface to break and no sandy bottom to plant my feet.

No matter how desperately I tried, "getting a grip" was not an option.

This was kryptonite for my Ego.

I pride myself on being someone who can "weather a storm", keep my cool, ground within chaos. That is after all, one of the top criteria of an "evolved and healed" person, is it not? HA!

What I believed was the "right" thing to do, the "correct" response, proved to be totally fruitless. Not to mention, completely unavailable!

Then September started to speak and things started to come into focus. Well....to be clear.....came into focus with a giant WTAF.

And "clear"? That is if you can define clarity by being shown that Left is now Right, Up is now Down, and Black is now White. Exploring the energy of September was like reading the Dr. Seuss book "Wacky Wednesday", and then considering that this could be our new normal!

Timelines and realities as we understand them dissolved along with our structures and foundations. We are finding ourselves in a supremely odd suspension point. The past is being cleared and the future is unscripted. The only anchor available is the exact moment we are in and the only real consistency we are left with is the beat of our Heart and the rhythm of our own breath.

So, as far as September is concerned, there is no "forecasting". After all, how can you even begin to forecast something that hasn't been written?

That old saying, "We are the Master of our own Destiny", has never been truer than this moment.

Energy of the Month
September's Most Important Message:

We are entering a time where the impossible and the improbable, become possible.

Although I cannot offer you a "forecast" this month, what I can offer you are the themes and ideas that were given to me:

1) The End of Worldly Imposition- For September to offer us a "new normal", August had to serve up total dissolution. We are entering a time where, essentially, all other timelines meet a collision or intersection point, with one intention as the goal: Dissolve what was to make room for what could be. This is done by "clearing history" and , in turn, its imposition on our ability to live an unscripted life. A life without imposed beliefs, criteria, expectations and any version of our identity that existed simply to "perform" within those imposed paradigms.

2) Total Dissolution of the Familiar or Expected- The steady dismantling that we have experienced over the course of this year was meant to throw us off balance. We needed to stop relying on the old foundation before it was completely eliminated. So we have been humbled and given an opportunity to become the most raw, authentic and honest versions of ourselves. A "Self" that is disarmed from performance behaviors and patterns, is also a Self that can say without hesitation, "I'm not sure who I am at this moment because I am still becoming Her/Him," and when asked a question can respond with "I have no idea!" without any shame and with a good natured chuckle.

Because when we release the need to know or understand simply for the performance or appearance of "being in the know", then what we actually know to be True is revealed to us. Those are the things that remain untouched, even through seasons of chaos and uncertainty.

3) Dissolution of the Collective Narrative- Each of us are experiencing this as individuals, but more importantly, it is having a cumulative effect on the Collective. It is the power of the Collective Mind that dreams reality into existence. If the Collective Mind continues to run on an imposed script, nothing will ever change. If that dissolves, then so do the limitations around creating a New Earth. What has previously been assumed to be, or seen as, impossible and improbable, now has a blank canvas of possibility. In a state of total dissolution, we will be asked to dream about a life unimagined and paint it!

Not because we have any idea what it should LOOK like, but because we know deep within our Hearts what we want it to FEEL like.

Closing

The "probable" view of our future has been cynical at best. This must cease to be fed and its active lifeforce dissolved. The imposed script that has brainwashed the Collective for eons must die, so the impossible can finally be born.

This is why we cannot forecast. An attempt to "predict" would simply project the old into what is meant to be new.

For any human, the unknown provokes fear and uncertainty. So we end up choosing the familiar monster over the one we haven't met yet, thinking that is better.

I don't know about you, but I would rather risk facing a new monster in a fresh and unscripted future full of potential and possibility, than be offered future certainty if it meant we had to continue repeating a failed past.